The worst thing about depression, for me, is that feeling you get in your heart. The ache and the feeling of your heart dropping into your chest. Then you look around and see everyone smiling and you wish you could be like them. Inside you know you cannot. For the ache in your chest and your bones hurts to much. You know that you will hurt like this forever. This disease will stay with you forever because in you happiest moments, it is still there.

And you know that all you truly want to do is die.